my mom and dad used to say..
"dont be too close with your friends"
i asked why... and i didnt believe in what they say..
but now its different, i believe them..
but why must all these happen! i seriously dont want it to happen..
and who's want it? EVERYONE DONT WANT IT!
see! even i write this.. i feel like crying now.. Ya Allah!
I know, you going to say im cry baby? weak? or what so ever..
but im human too! me too got feelings!
who's not sad when our great friend feel like stranger to us..
of course im sad
i dont want this kind of stuff to happen
but what to do.. its a fate that Allah or god want it to be like this..
maybe there something behind all this had happen
who knows? but i hope it will be positive ending...
what we could have been, 4:21 AM.