&let go.

Friday, July 17, 2009

to you..
listen.. you always say that i always hang out with "them" ?
and when just now ask i you, why you bad mood?
you said now i feel guilty because i left you alone?? ok fine.
i could take it as a joke... coz you still got your bestfren to ask those question
BUT do you mean that i just forgot about you when
you said "you always with 'them' " to me??
i ask you then... did i ask like that when you with all your chinese friends??
now dont you think i sound racist?
DID I EVER ASK THAT QUESTION?! come on! seriously..
you testing my patient already...
everyone have their own patient limit!
i know, people call me joker la... , funny la, difficult to get angry BUT STILL
I HAVE PATIENT TO CONTROL
and you know if i angry i can do anything!
for the first few time you say those sentence to me i could take it..
i will take it as a joke coz i dont want our friendship to spoil.. coz you my very good friend.
but if EVERYTIME you tell me those IRRITATING sentence.. who not angry!?
come on la sia.. the "them" are my friend!
i just want to say that.. you really sound like RACIST..
and you know, that i never take you as a racist person
coz why? coz you used to close with me...
come on! just dont make me take you as my very good friend just to a normal friend..

and if you think im being racist..
IM SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE!
and if you think i dont want to friend with you..
THATS FALSE
and if you think i had ever done something wrong..
REALLY SORRY
and if you think im not going to talk to you
ITS FALSE
i will still talk to you, dear...

I will still take you as my very goodfriend.. coz why?!
i love you as a friend!
I wont anyhow acuse you of forgetting about me!

and i sorry if all this words hurts your feeling..
really sorry my dearest great friend..

what we could have been, 7:21 AM.