hey...
damn.. i lost my HP.. on 29th january...
ya my HP!! what the hell...
i dont know how come i could be sooo careless!!!
damn... and i wont whoever stole it...
or if saw the hp never give back to me
or if the person sell it.. the money will make them bad luck
and hope they lost their HP, BAGS, BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND that they love, ALL THEIR PRECIOUS THING i hope they lost it....
argh!
after finding out I lost my HP...
i started crying... ya.. cry..
tell my who wont cry if they lost their HP
1st cry
hari: eh, adik(lil sis) what happen?? why adik cry??fadzhil: eh asal kau nangis??i never respond
hari: adik!! tell abang!!(big bro)why are you crying??fadzhil: ya abang here also can help!!me: i lost my hp...hari: oh.. ok.. adik suspect who? maybe abang can help...fadzhil: ya ya yai silent myself
ashiffa: let me try to call your handphone...fadzhil: okok i try..after awhile still cant get it.....
so i search my hp from 1st floor till 3rd floor...
reach class during maths... cant concentrate...
2nd cry
nazzeera, sakinah, zahirah, afiqah, khaniza ask me to go find DM and make report
and so i did it... blablabla....
after DM spotcheck the 3NT classroom...
still cant get it
and i cry.. silent crying..... I sit against the wall.. i cant move at that time...
sulastri, dee, najmu, jovita, ashiffa, gayatri all were around me..
but they really cant do anything.. i just kept crying
3rd cry
i go in class... all start to ask..
i cry again.. with all the tsktsk, sobsob,
fadzhil:eh relax ziana.. relax!! dont cry! please dont cry! hari: eh adik ok or not? dont cry la...ben : eh relax.. dont cry.. you ok or not?hari said that while touching my hair as if im a cat,,,,
i was like no voice, cant even walk....
and i cry till no tears...
that time khaniza, nazz all with me.. gaya3, ashiffa
4th cry
fadzhil lend me his phone...
i call my mom
me: hello mama.. *cryingsound* i lost my HPmom: ok la.. then whyare you crying??me: MAMA!! I LOST MY PHONE...mom: oh.. check all the place alr??me: ya.... but dont havemom: ok la if like that cant do anything what.. me: ok byeher voice so relax...
after no tears
hari keep touching my hair non stop.. as if im his real lil sis
then khaniza say he should hug me.. he never respond
then bell ring.. i get up take my bag..
hari : adik sini meh.. hug abang...me : gila? (soft voice)come la... he just come near me, i push him he come again and hug.. luckily bag was infront of me...
HANDPHONE! I WILL MISS YOU! MUACKZ!
what we could have been, 12:02 AM.
